Monday was lovely!! I LOVE MONDAYS!! All kids in school ALL DAY!! Breaky brunch with friends, sat in the mall for hours!! Then I came home ignored all housework and had a nap, picked all kids up and went to visit and didnt get home till after 8pm, was heaven!!
Hopefully centerlink will put me on the carers Payment so I can stop stressing about having to look for at least 25 hours of work a week.
Boys carer is available on the new day and we get more time WOOHOO!!
life is at least looking WAY better this week, I may even regain some sanity, HA HA HA (says she who is currently being harassed by boy to NOT attend school!)
I REALLY need to clean and sort my room out but have no oomph to start so think I'll wait till Im in the right frame of mind to do or I'll just do it half assed and hate it
BEST OF ALL My car goes vroom vroom again!! Yes I was the dickhead who forgot about putting water in my battery!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Is today any different?
Well today is my Birthday, Yeah happy Birthday to me, My Birthday has always kind of sucked majorally!!
Its either over shadowed by something else, forgotten or other people already have plans, so to avoid disappointment this year, I just didn't plan anything. Partner had already planned a trip to visit a friends mine site work so that was leaving me home with the kids all day anyway, gee could really plan something then couldn't I??
Everyone keeps posting on my facebook, happy Birthday and have a great day and hope you get lots of presents, ha, last year I got a fridge magnet and a olive set, very excitable..NOT
I suppose after years of disappointment I really shouldn't be feeling this way today but hell, I have feelings too but its always about everyone else!! Many years ago for my 17th a friend threw me a surprise party, was awesome, I was blown away, since then they have all gone down hill, I cant even remember when I actually last had a birthday cake!!
I suppose I cant complain, I do have kids and to them Mummy is just a person who does everything and anything for them, numerous years it has actually been forgotten by important people in my life and each time I think to myself I wont go out of my way for theirs but I always do!!!
Maybe I should join a religion that doesnt celebrate so I can skip this shit every year?
Ok this is just sounding so self pitying and I should shut the hell up and get over it but I am human and I have feelings too, so I'll go back to wallowing in my misery and fold the school uniforms
Loopy Life Sucks Today
Its either over shadowed by something else, forgotten or other people already have plans, so to avoid disappointment this year, I just didn't plan anything. Partner had already planned a trip to visit a friends mine site work so that was leaving me home with the kids all day anyway, gee could really plan something then couldn't I??
Everyone keeps posting on my facebook, happy Birthday and have a great day and hope you get lots of presents, ha, last year I got a fridge magnet and a olive set, very excitable..NOT
I suppose after years of disappointment I really shouldn't be feeling this way today but hell, I have feelings too but its always about everyone else!! Many years ago for my 17th a friend threw me a surprise party, was awesome, I was blown away, since then they have all gone down hill, I cant even remember when I actually last had a birthday cake!!
I suppose I cant complain, I do have kids and to them Mummy is just a person who does everything and anything for them, numerous years it has actually been forgotten by important people in my life and each time I think to myself I wont go out of my way for theirs but I always do!!!
Maybe I should join a religion that doesnt celebrate so I can skip this shit every year?
Ok this is just sounding so self pitying and I should shut the hell up and get over it but I am human and I have feelings too, so I'll go back to wallowing in my misery and fold the school uniforms
Loopy Life Sucks Today
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